Water everywhere.

I've spent the past few days soaked to the bone.

It's Songkran.

Which means a massive water-fight.

It really is insanity. Whoever decided this holiday would be a waterfight was brilliant.

Only a week left in my beloved little city. I can't come to accept that I'm really leaving my home.

That I will never be back in this manner. I will never be my Daddy's little dependent daughter.

When I come back,I'll be a grown-up. I will have conquered living on my own and getting my career started. I'll have finished living in Boston and will maybe have a steady someone in my life.

Who knows if I'll be back at all. It's so hard to tell, everything changes so quickly in my life. I want to come back here, but will I? I want to live among Thais and in Thailand, but will I?

I want to be with my Dad as I get married and Kids, but who knows if I'll even get married.

It's all very scary.